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I'm in a really bad place right now.

I'm extremely unhappy and have contemplated ending it for myself but mostly for my mum.

Because I'm nothing but a major disappointment.

I'm placing myself under house arrest for the next 2 weeks

because I am ashamed and disgusted with myself.

God I have a packet of sleeping pills and laxatives in front of me.

I don't even know what's holding me back.