GODDAMN.

What I really want for my birthday is to get lipo done.

I think it'll solve ALOT of my problems.

I also think my doctor switched my pills for like weight gaining ones

cause I gained fuck lots

and now I'm majorly pisssssed off with myself again.

Tomorrow marks the start of my mope-ing around at home

till my dad comes on saturday

then more mope-ing till I have to leave the house for my next doctor's appointment.

And now I won't be able to go for nice dinners when he's here.

And I can't go get my licence done urgh.

Might go jogging till I pass out tomorrow then again I might not.