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I've made an ultimatum with myself.

If i'm not 46 by the 10th of December,

I'm not celebrating my 18th birthday.

Because I don't see a point in celebrating when I am not happy with myself to start with.

So 26 days to lose my all my fats and unhappiness.

And 3 days to the second worst day of my life ( first being friday=mblg paper)