rant numero uno.

Ho Merry fucking Christmas I put on 7 kilos.

Well I might as well be 70 kilos for all I fucking care

Since i cant do up my size 6 shorts anymore

I'm just gonna have to wear gross sweat pants to the library and to the exams

Stupid small intestines stop motherfucking absorbing nutrients!

Stupid brain get your energy from my fats and stop making me reach for food for fucks sake.

If I'm not 46 when my exams end, I'll curl into a ball and die.

Exams in 10 days and counting.

omg yay. 

Plan for tomorrow.

law library 1pm-10pm.

Yes its 3am

I'm up studying chemistry

My face is greasy

My hair is oily

I wasted 5 hours of today working on the fucking physics report

I spent the rest of the time binging and gaining weight

I can't help it if I am not in a particularly good mood.

Fuck the world.

I wouldnt have any regrets if the world ended now

probs only that I ate too much and my ghost would look like a fat cow.

Now that's off my flabby chest,

gonna start on physics now.

edit// I just made a deal with myself.

If i'm not 46 by november 30th, I wont go to V festival.

And even though I don't know the line up yet.

There's no way in hell i'm gonna miss it.