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God please let the world end now.

I'm too ashamed to go to uni tomorrow

I'm only going cause there's a test tomorrow which I havent even studied for.

It'll be the best time to let it end.

I put on 5 kilos 

even my mom says i'm fatter.

She just said it in a nicer way (i.e. you look healthier)

I DONT WANT TO LOOK FUCKING HEALTHY.

My mom asked me the other day whether I was scared I wouldn't find a boyfriend

and honestly i'm more scared of being fat than being single.

And right now I'm fat

so God please just take my life right now.

Or send me to hell first so I can use it as a sauna and burn off some fats first before i get to heaven because I wont be able to fit in there.

Thanks.