dilemmaaaaaaa

So i dont know what to do.

EAT:

MOM= happy

ME= unhappy.

NOT EAT:

MOM=unhappy & angry & pissy

ME= happy.

My happiness or my mom's happiness?

Usually my answer's easy. My mom comes first.

But its not that fucking easy now.

Urgh I'm a disgrace.

Just gonna go drown myself in dreams now.