The past year has been hell for me especially the last 6 months.
I've never really hated myself so much before.
When I go out all I can think about is how fat I look
it's taking a toll on me
I'm sick of this one meal a day bullshit yet I cant seem to stop myself
I look in the mirror and what I see pisses me off so much
that I take it out on my mom
I think I need help
professional medical help
Now my mom hates me cause I've fucked up her birthday
even before the actual day itself
Geez Sheryl you're such a bastard child satan reincarnate some might say
1 comment:
why dont you understand? no matter what, i dont hate you. i am just very sad you are hurting yourself this way. you have to love yourself totally first and accept who & what you are. you must try not to let those ppl's remarks get to you and dictate how & what you are.
I will always love you as God will always love you too anytime & everytime. What you are doing is hurting God too as you are what He has made you to be, so the more you hurt yourself, the more you hurt God and me. If you really need the professional help, we can go look for one but I know you can overcome this and its up to you to decide who and what you are going to be.
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