Due to cash restraints, I will not be doing medicine in uni.
I've made up my mind.
Medical Science for 3 years and I'll just get a crappy job as a researcher and
drink alcohol till my insides rot and then i'll cut myself open.
I've realised that doing medicine for 7 years in uni is very selfish of me as I'll be using up my parents retirement fund.
And I've realised that i'm just a waste of space, time and money.
I'm not smart or talented or anything. JUST FUCKING AVERAGE.
YOU CANT BE ANYTHING IF YOURE MEDIOCRE!
Yeah my parents say im smart but thats when you compare it to nobody.
Open your fucking eyes mom. I fail in everything i do.
Your expectations of me are so low that you think im doing well but hey BIG surprise here i'm not.
I DONT FIT INTO THE MOULD.
FUCK THE WORLD?
Its really easy to say that when you're living like a rockstar partying and drinking and doing shit you like.
Seriously.
Hey my life really does suck underneath it all.
1 comment:
*huuuuuuuugs*
You're not worthless, Sherryl.
You are one of the most awesome people I've met and I'm sure that you will succeed in life <333 And YOU ARE SO TALENTED! Do you know what I would give to take as amazing photos as you do!? You will figure it out bb.
I'm in such a fucking rut right now because I have no idea what I want to do with myself after I graduate. I feel like these past 3 years have been a waste.
xoxoxoxo
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